Thursday, March 15, 2001

Perhaps my 19th year will be remembered for its 5am bedtimes, as I really havent done much else yet. Will someone please come save me from the boring life I've fallen into?

I'm starting to truly question my right to be a fish owner. I must be doing something horribly wrong, as my poor clinically depressed Betta attempted suicide for the second time this morning. I opened the lid to feed him, and in a fit of overexcitement, he jumped up at the food, and right onto my ugly beige carpet. I did the level-headed thing and screamed. He is fine, thanks.

Almost everytime I look in the mirror, im amazed at how little the reflection looks like me. I dont look at all like I feel. Perhaps my physical identity got confused with someone else's? Does someone out there happen to *feel* very much like a 5'9 brown-haired, blue-eyed, multi-freckled girl? If so, please let me know, and maybe we can be reunited with our rightful bodies. Exactly how is not a matter to be worried about just yet.

I finished Still Life with Woodpecker tonight, and my brain is still buzzing with thoughts of pyramids, the moon, frogs, camels, and so much more that I'm not really sure I can sleep. Oh-oh spaghetti-o!

I'm fighting a losing battle with my eyelids. And damn AOL just kicked me off again. I hate when it tries to tell me when to go to bed. I think I will stay up a bit longer just to spite it!

Oh, and Bluishorange.com is not working. I'm lost with one less blog to read, and im sure the whole natural order of things is now screwed up. And I just realized that if AOL wont let me back on, I cant post or publish this. Uh-oh.

In the meantime, while im fighting a modem battle with an internet superpower, would you like to know whats on my desk? I thought you would, so here we go.

Goo Goo Dolls "Dizzy Up The Girl" CD.
Bottle of extra-strength generic teylenol.
3 containers of fish food.
My Sears credit card
A green floppy disk I dont know the contents of
A plaid hair scruncy
A name tag from work
A yellow pin which states "Yes, I am the center of the universe"
A very short pencil
A pink beaded bracelet which is supposed to represent romance
(AOL still hasnt connected)
A bowl which held ice cream a few hours ago
A lovely ford ranger CD-Rom that came with my truck.
A lovely ceramic cactus
Three pennies (About half the money to my name)

Oh, look, AOL has connected me now, so I can stop this. Thrilling though, wasnt it?
How sad, my post right below this one, which was actually somewhat interresting in my opinion, is now burried under a list of whats on my desk. So go on and read it too, would you?

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