Friday, April 13, 2001

I feel so odd right now.. out of place in my own world somehow. I just got off work, and I feel like the world is still spinning, but I'm just stagnent. I want to just *go* somewhere else.. to somehow get things moving again, but im just stuck. I really dont know what it is im feeling, but for some reason.. I think its lonely. Isnt it odd how you can be around tons of people, but still, deep down, feel lonely? It is not a good feeling, and I really dont know how to make it go away. I just posted the blog I wrote before work, and I can tell I was in a much different mood then. I'm listening to "Cigarettes Will Kill You", and it seems a very appropriate song for my mood. Vacation really cant come soon enough.

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