There seems to be a special power that comes from putting things in words, making it public, so there ya go.
My biggest fear when I had to quit my job at Disney and move back to Missouri was that I'd get stuck here, and that's exactly what happened. A lot of good things have happened as a result of my being here longer than expected, but it's not where I belong. Right now I'm aiming for moving this summer, but I'm leaving the exact timing open.
I have zero idea how this is going to happen, to be honest. I'm nowhere close to being able to afford it and my health still isn't where I'd like it to be before I take on something so major. But I can't keep putting it off, hoping that it will happen next year. And maybe, somehow, if I write it down here, put it out there, everything will somehow fall into place?